Last day of 2009...

Hard to believe that this year is already on its last day.

This year has been a pretty lousy one for me but at the same time I had a lot of fun. I turned 21, I found some people that I love being around, I found out a lot about myself, and had a lot of let downs. Overall I think it made me stronger, though. I found out that it isn't always worth it to hide. Hiding only causes you to be more involved and get more hurt.

What else did I find out?

- I am tired of being alone.
- What I thought I never wanted is actually becoming desired.
- Being straight-forward about something isn't a bad thing.
- As much as I hate my job I think a part of me would miss it if I left anytime soon.
- I'm eager to leave and try something new.

I'm tired of being in the same spot with the same people and surroundings. I want to see who else is out there. I want to brush myself up a little bit. I want to see what certain emotions are like.

I just want something more.





Happy 2010. I hope it's a better year for all of us.