been a while...

i'm kind of debating on dropping out of college... at least for a while.

i was thinking about it last night. the only reason i'm in school is so i have insurance. i don't want to be in school. i hate school. i have always hated school.
i have been wasting money for the past 2 years and don't have much to show for it because i've dropped a lot of classes along the way.
i don't know what to major in. i don't know what classes to take. i get overwhelmed with more than 2 classes which is why i drop classes. i know it's normal to have at least 12 credit hours, but i just get overwhelmed and don't do well... i don't know how i sailed through high school with no problems and graduated with a 3.7 gpa.

i've been looking at jobs that i would like that don't require a degree. my friends tell me i should look into writing or design. i just don't know.
i don't have the guts to tell my parents either.

it just seems dumb to waste time and money just so i have health coverage.
i have a job that i could activate benefits for if i needed them.


i don't know. i just am so miserable in school right now. i'm not taking summer classes this year thinking that might clear my head a little bit.