The final countdown...

Nothing like an ode to the final 20 minutes of 2009... You sucked but at the same time you were awesome. Here's to the final year of saying it easily.

I'm curious to see whether 2010 be "two-thousand and ten" or "twenty-ten." I still haven't decided on which one to use for the next decade. Saying "twenty" and then the year seems a lot easier, but knowing me I'll probably fluctuate between the two.




And I need to decide whether I'm going to Mardi Gras in the Spring or not. I was invited, after all.

Last day of 2009...

Hard to believe that this year is already on its last day.

This year has been a pretty lousy one for me but at the same time I had a lot of fun. I turned 21, I found some people that I love being around, I found out a lot about myself, and had a lot of let downs. Overall I think it made me stronger, though. I found out that it isn't always worth it to hide. Hiding only causes you to be more involved and get more hurt.

What else did I find out?

- I am tired of being alone.
- What I thought I never wanted is actually becoming desired.
- Being straight-forward about something isn't a bad thing.
- As much as I hate my job I think a part of me would miss it if I left anytime soon.
- I'm eager to leave and try something new.

I'm tired of being in the same spot with the same people and surroundings. I want to see who else is out there. I want to brush myself up a little bit. I want to see what certain emotions are like.

I just want something more.





Happy 2010. I hope it's a better year for all of us.

9...

I forgot how visually stunning this movie was.

If you buy it, buy it on Blu-Ray. It does the animation and sound true justice.